| i dont know |
[Feb. 22nd, 2006|10:41 am] |
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| |  fuckin pissed | ] |
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| | fuck that-8 ball and mjg | ] |
what the fuck. brittaney hasnt called or answered me and joshua's calls, im not housesitting anymore on friday,jay's coming today for a few weeks...everything in my life has gone to fucking shit i dont kno what the fuck to do anymore. o well |
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| I'M RICK JAMES BITCH!!! |
[Aug. 27th, 2005|04:10 pm] |
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| |  i love nick<3 | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Turn your lights down low-Bob and lauren hill...jah bless | ] |
I MISS NICK!!!!!!!! chillin at aunt sherri's...just got bak from walmart with craig...he is kewl as shit...brandi did good.nick called me on thursday...supposed 2 call em last night but i guess he got drunk and forgot. WE WON LAST NIGHT!!!!! 27-17...das right boi!!! hopefully he will call me tonight...sailaway is tomorrow and i'm gonna miss it:((((((( NO FAIR. nick is coming over in 2 weeks he said so i will be happy then. I CAN'T WAIT!!! anywayz...just a quick update..gettin ready 2 get crunk off some hurricane...I WANNA SMOKE!!! DAMMIT!!!:@
OUTT
PEACE NIGGAHS!!! |
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| missn u like crazy |
[Aug. 22nd, 2005|02:39 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  i miss nick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | those voices in my head | ] |
WOW I HAVENT UPDATED IN A WHILE...this weekend was chill....went 2 plantation and stayed with hil and stasia....smoked some dank wit brittaney and eddie...I LOVE U BOTH!!!! met some kewl kids and went 2 the mall. nick hasnt called me yet and i miss him alot...stasia and all of them wanted me 2 call darvin but i said no cuz i dont like. hangin out with ricky and katie 2day...went 2 see anita and everyone...collin wasnt there thankfully. sean and claire are dating and i met some other kewl kids...we are gonna hang later. goin 2 texas 2morrow to see the whole fam damnly...it's gonna be pimped out as hell drivin uncle tom's tahoe. by the way...GOT MY PERMIT BITCHES!!! I MISS NICK!!!!!! i cant wait til he comes over next week...it's gonna be awesome!!!!!!! anywayz...gonna dash...i'll write lata! |
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| yea yea yea...!!! |
[Jul. 12th, 2005|12:22 am] |
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| |  chilln...missin nick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | chop suey-system of a down | ] |
wat up...havent updated in a while...at the ridgehouse with a bunch of ppl. it has been a crazy few weeks since the return from grand.REGATTA was awesome!!! darvin was here and we were hanging out and shit but i still miss nick and he is coming home soon...maybe a week...maybe 2?¿?¿ newayz....just uploading...lata
Tasha |
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| well mudda sick dread |
[Jun. 28th, 2005|04:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  i want tha fne 2 cal dem!!!!!! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | house of wax on t.v | ] |
i een kno wat 2 say dread....i miss nick....i love nick....but i hooked up with mr.layne on thursday!!! well i guess u can see i'm in grand cay...since thursday for grad...it was great...da after party was off the sprokets....i smoked with aj at da club and got sooo high...afterwards me and layne went off or how he likes 2 say...'he kidnapped me' lol...but it was great....he left on saturday 2 go 2 f/p and i talked 2 him last night and now i'm waitin on my phone from smally so i can call him and nick....but i'm not gonna tell nick about it....he would be heartbroken.but newayz...ba here we by bianka and i wan go get my phone....and da text better be on it.....i am OUTT!!!!
l8r |
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| it's 3am and i must be lonely...so lonely...i dont wnna be lonely nomore! |
[Jun. 18th, 2005|02:50 am] |
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| |  I MISS HIM!!!!<333 | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Never Ever-all saints | ] |
well...it's friday night and it has been 1 weeks since my baby left...he called me on tuesday and let me know that everything was ok and he was starting work on wednesday! I hope he calls me agin soo cuz i really need 2 talk 2 him<3333 I LOVE HIM!!!! sooooo much just want 2 see him...hell i NEED 2 c him right now...it is so hard going thru each day not being able 2 c or talk 2 him.I am so confused but anywayz....i'm going 2 c him in 3 weeks and i wanna take picasso 2 him...he really wanted that cat and he didnt get 2 take him so i wanna take him! we are all down at randy and coleen's right now...and i have 2 pee and i'm really tired so i think i'm gonna get someone 2 take me home so i can cry before i go 2 bed.
OUTT NIGGAH
WE GOT THAT WORK BRITTANEY T!
GOIN 2 GET HIGH BEFORE BED...GOOD SLEEP AID!!!
L8R |
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| why is the world so FUCKED up! |
[Jun. 10th, 2005|08:03 am] |
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| | he's gone:( | ] |
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| | the sound of snivels and weeps | ] |
I HATE GUANA CAY SO FUCKING MUCH! y do u think stupid assholes have 2 mess with people's lives honestly it confuses me. Nick is gone...he just left on the ferry.we were supposed 2 go over with my parents on the boat but they are still sleeping and now he is gone and we didnt even get 2 spend any time together and i'm crying and im confused and i dont know what 2 do without him. i'm never speaking to rebecca or jenks again...and when i find out if it's true or not...i'm never speaking to donna and jimmy again either. immigration is here today for ron,erin n,maria,larry,bill and annette.jay says he wished they would come get him cuz he wants to go home.honestly i dont know where 2 turn right now...i love him and he is gone and there is nothing i can do 2 bring him bak.but i get 2 go c him next month...hell 3 weeks! my bday is tomorrow...and i'm spending it without the man i love...how fucked up is that shit...i guess i have that bitch to thank!anywyaz...i cant wait 2 get the fuck outta here next week! the sooner that happens...the sooner i get 2 see nick! anywayz...i feel like i wanna throw up so i'm outt!
IM SO PISSED AT MY PARENTS!!!! |
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| buss right up! |
[Jun. 3rd, 2005|01:33 am] |
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| |  beauty sleep time | ] |
| [ | music |
| | those goddamn voices in my head | ] |
OMG last nite i was sooo fucked up honestly...amaretto and pineapple...i drank half of a bottle...unusual 4 me! we did things that we don't even remember...THAT'S BAD! anywayz...9 DAYS TIL MY B-DAY!!!!! 17!!! YAY!!!! stasia is comin on wednesday...and hitler i suppose...i wish brittaney and bruce were here 2...and can't forget hil...luv ya girls! i'm soooo tired...i have 2 do english t/m and clean chet's house then get fucked up! i have a pinna for the mornin wake and bake! i dunno wat else there is 2 say only probably goodnight! |
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| it's a stain on my white tee!!! (seriously) |
[May. 29th, 2005|11:09 am] |
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| | WAITING 4 TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Pass the dutchie-musical youth | ] |
well well well...i haven't updated in like 2 weeks or more!!!! that's unusual for me! anyway... anita came over last week with 9 of her students...claire,collin,tina,danny,sean,katie,suzanne,andrew,lisa,sam and ian...they r all soooo freakin awesome...claire is brandon's girlfriend now and collin kissed me the day they left and he likes me but i dont like him like that...i LOVE nick! omg...judy had her nephew chris here the last week and he brought 4 of his friends....and with my luck..the one i wanted 2 hook up with...the one that was staring at me every second...was ENGAGED!!!! can u believe that?¿?¿ his name was chris 2! but he was way cuter than judy's nephew! and they r from ohio so the next time i c him i will be almost 18 and kristen says if they come for bruce and judy's wedding then we r gonna break up the engagment...unless of course with our luck he will be married this week...lol...i luv kristen...she is awesome!<3333...i wanted nick 2 stay last night but he went upstairs soo fast when mitchel,brandon and josh left and then my ebrake was stuck on the jeep and i couldnt get it down...i honked the horn for nick but he didnt hear it i guess...or didnt wanna hear it and then i had 2 walk all the way into town from blue water 2 go get brandon or josh and then josh dropped me down and he put the brake down. i guess i can give him a break since he was up til 2 the night before and then yesterday he went fishing at 7 all day and then had 2 come bak and go 2 work and they were soooo busy....they had the whole main dining room rented out for a bday party and jay pushed out like 130 some dinners all by himself sooo they did good last night...so i guess he was tired. well today is gonna be a big day...NIPPERS is gonna be crazy...memorial day sunday!they r gonna be swamped! we r gonna have sooo much fun! but anywayz...jay and amanda leave 2day so maybe something will happen...anywayz...i'm out...and since felix will probably read everything i type like he says he can...I LOVE FELIX!!!!!u damn cuban! l8r |
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| I finally find...you and i collide! |
[May. 10th, 2005|12:20 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | mrs. james nicholas otton!!!!! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | howie day-collide | ] |
well well well...last nite was the best night ever.starting out with me and nick were hanging out at the club just us 2 and we were talkin about our future and he wants me 2 go 2 massage school and come bak so we can be together...he will be 50% partner in december at blue water grill and we will be millionaires by the time he is 40..i'll be 27! then i went 2 bathe and came back and he told me how beautiful i am and my hair was georgeous and that i smelled really good...and then he was like...u shaved ur legs and i was like feel...he felt and he was like....i will spend time on those later...and i was like i hope so. then erin came out there right as we were leavin 2 go 2 blue water cuz i was having dinner with mom and dad and he wanted 2 use dads cell 2 call his mom.so we did that and then he went bak up 2 the club.when i got there at 9...he was there and she wasnt even talking 2 him...she was talking to 2 kids from belgium. then me and her went up 2 her house for weed 4 those kids and us and she gave a lil piece 2 my dad and she was talkin all this shit bout her and paul workin it out and she doesnt want 2 b involved with anyone...(meanin nick) while she was doin that and she just wants a friend her age (her and nick r the same age) that she can talk 2. so we go 2 blue water and she was talkin 2 my mom and when she came outta the bathroom i was like i shud get my husband 2 buy me a blue water tee and she was like...ur husband and i was like yea nick. and her eyes bulged out and she was like nicky and i was like yea thats wat the ouija board said. and she was like yea thats what he said...when u get 18 he says he is gonna scoop u up and marry you and i was like whoa! so i asked her more about that when we left and she was like yea well we decided 2 b friends and nick said that he wanted someone 2 settle down with and someone who he can love and who can love him bak the same way and have a serious lifetime relationship with and she said that he said he was gonna be with me when i turn 18. so then afetr we were out at the club...me and him dropped mom and dad at bw while she went up 2 her house w' the 2 boys and some other guy and we were posed 2 go up there...we were talkin 2 mom and dad 4 an hour and apparantly she told my mom that i have a crush on nick and i have 2 understand that they are adults and i am 16 and they screw and i cant do anything about it no matter how mad i get and all this shit...so nick told my mom and dad he said ya kno what...if ur daughter was 18 right now..i would ask you for your permission for her 2 be my wife,scoop her up and take her away with me forever and i was like awww. sooo we get back in the truck when mom and dad leave and i was like well i dont wanna go up there and he was like me either so we went 2 jay's and we spent the night together and made love all night. and before i could say it...he was holding me and he says...tasha...i love you soo much you have no idea...and i started crying. then finally like 5 we went 2 bed in each other's arms and we woke up at 8...made love again and took a shower and he dropped me 2 the house and he went 2 marsh harbour and i have been soooo happy all day cuz he loves me and i love him and i kno now for sure that we are gonna be together! whew...that was alot 2 type dred...newayz...i am sooo tired...no sleep last nite! i love ya bruce...i wanted u 2 kno the story! |
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